Again?

I act without thinking again >_<

Aiyooo.....
Let's say that something which I thought a BIG matter to me
yet it may seem SMALL matter or nothing to others happened
Still in the middle to calm myself after the shock

Frankly speaking, it is only small matter
Only that, because it involved my personal feeling
It gives me such big impact
especially to my heart

Why my heart does not want to listen to my brain ?
I hate when my heart is blinded by the false hope
and make my hope high...

Please be sane again Nadiah *cry*